The 24-year-old OnlyFans model who stabbed her boyfriend to death recently said she was only trying to scare him.

The OnlyFans model who stabbed her boyfriend through the heart, killing him, recently said that she only meant to “scare” him when she was speaking to the jury during her trial.

Ms White told the jury that the pair frequently told each other they wished to end the relationship but that they didn’t ‘actually [want] to do it.’

‘He doesn’t actually think that, he never actually thought that – it was just words,’ she said.

‘That would just be something that we both frequently said to one another, but didn’t mean we actually wanted to do it.’

Abigail admitted to manslaughter when talking to the jury but denied that it was a murder.

The jury also heard an audio message that Abigail White sent to a friend prior to the incident where White implied she was willing to threaten violence against Mr Lewis to learn ‘the truth’.

In the recording, she said: ‘He only tells me the truth when he thinks I’m gunna kill him, like when I get a knife out, like when I’m gunna stab him’.

Ms White accepted she had said the statement, but added: ‘But that’s not what I meant’.

She was further questioned about a text message she allegedly sent to a friend where she implied she wanted to kill her partner.

‘I want to kill them so bad, but I can’t do prison time and leave my kids,’ she allegedly wrote.

She was also asked about a phone call in which her partner pleaded with a friend for help, saying that White was ‘trying to kill him’.

In the call, Mr Lewis said to friend Sophie: ‘Help me Sophie, she’s trying to kill me, she keeps beating me up, she’s trying to stab me, she’s hurting me.’

Ms White, who could allegedly be heard in the background of the call telling him to ‘shut the f**k up’ claimed not to remember his pleas for help.

‘I don’t remember that,’ she told the court. ‘I was just crying, feeling upset, feeling heartbroken.’

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